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Every time I try to talk to my step parent about anything he always brings the subject back to how terribly my mother treated him in a way that is pretty clear that he wants me to apologize for it. I mean, I treated him badly at the time too, but nowhere near as badly as she did. And she also treated me badly. She abused me too. Both of them did really, but he won't even admit to having done anything wrong. He always says, "that was the best I knew in the situation", but when I say the same thing, it's not acceptable? I was a child, and even then I know I did wrong, and I've apologized for it and fucking ADMITTED IT without trying to make anyone else feel guilty about it. It's so frustrating, but I can never bring myself to really cut off either of them. Why do I love torturing myself?
i got hit by a car lol
not very hard. ended up getting hospitalized for a crohn's flare up though. they told me i have brain damage and now want to keep giving me seizure meds. like my friend. i do not have seizures and that wasn't from the accident. i've had so many concussions, etc., that i've begged for a brain scan before with 0 luck because nothing happened. i am now going to get a referral to a neurologist. thank you whoever grazed me into the side of the road because now i am getting a problem i've been begging for help for for actual years taken seriously! it wasn't their fault they did try to dodge me and i was riding in the middle of the night in low-vis clothes. ;u; -Alexxx
okay according to alex i am autistic and he isn't
not sure how that's possible but he's right and there's like actual criteria; he's never mistaken anyone else in his dreams for being Our brother >Raz
dream lore
I know I'm not the only person who has reoccuring "characters" in their dreams. One I've dreamed about their entire life up to a certain point... His name is Victor. He was raised on a farm but one day his mom died and he called 911. So the cops and an ambulance came in the same helicopter. The cops blame his dad because he's black (Victor did see him attack her but the cops in the dream only thought that because he was black, there wasn't any investigation) so they shot him and Victor is left alone on the farm. He decides to leave it because no one bothered to move the bodies and now the entire farm reminds him of that. So he wanders for days before finding a city occupied (as far as I could tell) entirely by dogs. So he lives in a house with like a dozen dogs and the dream ends like a decade into that. So Victor shows up in another dream I have actual months later. He's the age he is at the end of the last dream, I'm guessing 22 or so. I'm also in this dream (I didn't appear in the
Something I found out
If you ask people what their favorite color is in general, most people answer blue. But when I've asked that question to the other patients during a 72 hour hold most of them answered with Purple. I don't know what to do with this information, but I have it and I think it's neat.
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That's awful... yeah, you really need to cut them off. 